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this and that and that and this.
doesnt everyone love getting phone calls at 3:30a from people who have abandoned them for something they need.... when you have to work 3 hours from then with no sleep under your belt except for that of which you intended to embark on only five minutes before?
go fuck yourself. i dont care if you were drunk. thats what degenerates do.
.................................................................other thatn that, everything has been ripe and peachy. (oh yeah they called for a retarded request... not an emergency... so that greatly affects the eagerness to be of service.)
pills! pills! pills! -ref.
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[07 Mar 2024|07:50pm] |
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recently found out about -black rebel motorcycle club-, and i really like them, saw them last tuesday at the social while my brain was upside down in my skull, left after the show walked around, and i swear ive never seen anything more beautiful in all my life while in that state of mind looking at the one building under construction with the cranes on top of it, went back to the social for a second, found out two guys from the band got in a fist fight; but apparently they always do, so i dont know if i'll be seeing them live again. i need more bands to listen to, im actually getting fucking sick of 95% of industrial, considering i finally had that epiphone (sp?) that its abrasive non constructive non-meshed anti productive/ no reason or logic lyrics, kinda rub my psyche with a subliminal cheesegrater. stress is kicking my ass. when people say they only meet psycho bitches; theyve never met someone like the head case i just got rid of; agh... god.
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[22 Feb 2024|12:03am] |
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just by sharing your pain maybe one day you'll save that (person) (or one of those who you are close enough to); in the aspect of relation.
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[19 Feb 2024|10:01pm] |
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"Alone,Jealous, and Stoned" -Secret Machines |
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(This is Bill Hicks' somewhat notorious closing statement that he said verbatim at every show throughout most of his career as a comedian)"The world is like a ride at an amusement park. And when you choose to go on it, you think it's real because that's how powerful our minds are. And the ride goes up and down and round and round. It has thrills and chills and it's very brightly coloured and it's very loud and it's fun, for a while. Some people have been on the ride for a long time, and they begin to question: Is this real, or is this just a ride? And other people have remembered, and they come back to us, they say, 'Hey – don't worry, don't be afraid ever, because this is just a ride ...' And we ... kill those people. Ha ha, 'Shut him up. We have a lot invested in this ride. Shut him up. Look at my furrows of worry. Look at my big bank account and my family. This just has to be real.' It's just a ride. But we always kill those good guys who try and tell us that, you ever notice that? And let the demons run amok. But it doesn't matter, because – it's just a ride. And we can change it anytime we want. It's only a choice. No effort, no work, no job, no savings and money. A choice, right now, between fear and love. The eyes of fear want you to put bigger locks on your doors, buy guns, close yourself off. The eyes of love instead see all of us as one. Here's what we can do to change the world, right now, to a better ride. Take all that money we spend on weapons and defenses each year and instead spend it feeding and clothing and educating the poor of the world, which it would pay for many times over, not one human being excluded, and we could explore space, together, both inner and outer, forever, in peace."
-Bill Hicks
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I have a cell phone yet again, so just ask for the number if you want it.
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[14 Feb 2024|09:08pm] |
happy vd to everyone. may you all contract it; ah god the gayness i say. http://www.spookshop.com/images/bodyparts/heart.jpg
might be getting my car tomorrow. its a pretty sweet black 6cyl isuzu rodeo.
last friday was hands down the most fun ive ever had in my life. this weekend, that is; if all goes as planned.
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[10 Feb 2024|09:08pm] |
call me on the cell if youre bored and need to hop on the fun train tonight. i'll be in da central areaz running amok so if you want to hang do it and dont be shy antisocialism is for the weekdays. i'll be up till about 430 drinking in moderation.
608-1890
whoever you is.(naturally; of course if we know each other or you're a female.)
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[02 Feb 2024|04:38pm] |
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egh. i cant believe i brought this thing back from the dead. the weeks/ days seem to be just a blur. the last place i always want to be is at work; and it seems as though i'm always there time dragging on for what seems like forever. im going to the car auction this weekend so hopefully no one is going to outbid me if i find something relatively decent. im just kinnndatired of looking.... may be something to do with the fact that the search has run its course for 3 months now. but the higher priority is moving out and eventually someone decent as a roommate..... which we all know how hard that is.
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[14 Dec 2023|06:33pm] |
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yeah... so i havent really asked anybody, but.........
i need a guest to go with me to my company's Christmas party, (preferably a girl). it is from 8:00p-10:30ish this saturday 12/18 at the owners' house in christina. everyone (10 people) i work with is nice. they're providing dinner, which i heard the owner's wife can FUCKING COOK!, and not to mention; providing free of charge ALCOHOL!. i'll drive too, but i'd rather not, because my truck sucks cock. so, if you drive i'll give you money fo' gas. apply within i guess.
Please dont make me feel like a loser.
i dont know if any of you caught on to the last post, but im buying a 98' jetta on monday. i would already have it, but the loan officer's superior was out, and it was vital that he sign it, and the person who im doing the co-signed loan with is temporarily gone........... so monday is when im going to be happy/not embarassed to drive. so im making it worse for myself by driving by it every other day; feeling like subway's "jared" drooling over a tub of crisco. oh yeah, fuck trucks, im tired of being assumed as a redneck. fuck a bunch of that shit. posts this long a rare for me.
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[07 Dec 2023|10:43pm] |
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my hair is a wierd natural black color, that has shiny brown strands in direct light. ....wasnt expecting it to be this dark, but all is well, its been straight black before. uh yeah, cant wait till friday; as the pre norm.
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[02 Dec 2023|08:23pm] |
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wow, i kinda lucked out with the whole paycheck thing, considering i worked 3 days last week and got payed fo 5'. just hoping it doesnty collapse next week to make up for the hours i was paid for that i didnt work. my new insurance company kicks ass. only 104 $ a month, id be broke if i didnt find out about them. buffalo '66 was an awesome movie, slightly better because it was with sarah, and my reunited- long lost love/ hate relationship with coors. that bitch left me a long time ago so i drank her. yep. on a side note my dad pointed out that i say " blah-blah-blah" alot, and even switch it out with necessary parts that make up the story itself. so yeah, i kope i run into some on you guys tonight. i have a feeling its going to be a long night.
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[30 Nov 2023|11:27pm] |
.................................. im tired of this crap, and you wonder why we quit talking.
lets drop names, ummm.......lets not. Let's count our losses. ..............and MOVE THE FUCK ON!!!!!
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[27 Nov 2023|09:21am] |
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wow. i dont really write anything i care to share anymore. this might possibly be the last. if you want any artwork just ask......its all ive been channeling my bullshit/ thoughts onto; so dont be afraid to ask for some piece of crap painting if you want one; no problem assface. "do and will deliver."
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[13 Nov 2023|03:40am] |
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.......................dee-dee-dee!!!!!!!! |
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210$'s later, i am slightly deaf. my hair is no longer wind whipped; and i am loving every minute of it. now all i need is an extra reason to drive- atop my already condensed schedule.
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| "Snack Crackers" |
[07 Nov 2023|10:05pm] |
just when i think something is going to come of it; it slips through my calloused fingers like the divider stripes under the getaway car. the stripes always there; remind the crook he is free for the moment, but the horizon is eminent.
_C./A.
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[04 Nov 2023|09:00pm] |
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[f/a/v] "renterbunker" |
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Work=sucks
although....
Money/cd's/gas/marlbs./alcohol/clothes/saving.funds.for.new.car.(#2 apartment)/(friends,j/k). = GOOD.
weekdays=bad
weekends a plus to the zillionth power now.
oh, and its also good that im not a weak bitch like i was from 05/05-09/05.
_coreY
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[27 Oct 2023|06:34pm] |
im in loser mode, and have no plans, so i have to ask: does ANYONE want to hang-out this Friday????????????????????????????????????????????????????????? i want to get drunk with people who want to as well, as pre-usual. but im down for anything. (yet again, a very long week.
Friends a +, if not its cool, but then again. i doubt "non friends" would contact me.
please call me at muh house between 5:30p and 6:00P.
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